It’s been a tough few days.
My mental strength has been pushed to its limits again. Being told that I was selfish when I was following protocol and knowing that I had to care for my own family, was painful. On the other hand, I was also told that I was weak for not able to fight for my own rights against by my family side.
No matter what I did or did not do, I was wrong and blamed for it. I was beyond torn.
Both sides said I had spoiled the other side by letting them step over my boundaries. That I was causing trouble for everyone.
It’s true that everyone is replaceable.
So, I will do the best I can….for now….